012// Missing Season

I should have known it when I felt it first – when the colours on the leaves started changing  and the air became real crisp in the morning-  It’s in the glimmer of rays that shine onto windows and reflect through condensation on a glass of water- the one that I held to my lips […]

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Recipe for Raw Grief

From the Kitchen of Theresa’s Heart Serves: One Ingredients: 1 heaping cup disbelief 1 tablespoon reluctance to say goodbye 16 ounces excruciating pain 3 cups brutal sadness 2 tablespoons confusion (substitute questioning) 1/2 cup constant obsessing 8 ounces anger (substitute feeling misunderstood) 2 teaspoons agonizing guilt 3/4 cup embarassment 1 quart lonliness Dash of untimely […]

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011// Look at me Now

I looked at the pictures she had taken of me in the Garden — smile on my face  — sun beaming And I thought to myself that if I could send any picture to heaven it would be this one “Look Dad and Oma, I shine just like the flowers do”  Real talk on loss: Perhaps […]

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